Time to think

For the entire month of April, I get to think about what I want to do with my immediate future. The company has a standing invitation for any of the higher level employees to volunteer for layoff, in exchange for a slightly enhanced layoff benefit. There is a part of me, that wants to jump at the invitation to have so much free time, that I probably wouldn't know what to do with it. But then, there's the other part of me, that loves being a part of building and launching rockets, and wants to stay on board, to continue the regular income, and to help keep the company going in a successful direction. Decisions, decisions...