Opportunity Missed

Day 4 at St Jo. I was awakened at 5:34 this morning by a call from the University of Chicago. They had a possible pancreas/kidney transplant match for K. I was terribly disappointed to have to tell them that K is in the hospital fighting a foot infection with antibiotics and surgery. This was (in more ways than one), a wake-up call for us. We were told our first call might be as soon as 3-6 months, but in fact it came in 2 weeks. I didn't feel like we were ready to go, but K had a completely different perspective. Sitting in her hospital room at St Joseph, she felt like she could just as easily be in Chicago. She told me to call them back, while she checked to see if her doc at St Jo would release her. The docs on both ends agreed this wasn't a good time, so we missed this one, and will plan to be ready for the next call. K was heartbroken at the bad news, and is very mad at her feet right now. She morosely wondered if the next call will ever come, and I asked her to focus on being ready when it does. I was going to sleep in today, but now that I'm all fired up, I figured I might as well let you all know what's happened.